I think i am but what ever.
I think god isnt good but evil and satan is the one that is good . god i just some sick basterd playing with our minds makin up these fake rules and spreading bad thigs about satan. mabay satan and god are in oppset places.
What if im god! why not i see everything in a good and bad way but im not peacefull nor angry. i try to be good but i becom mean as whell. i look at my self and i want to know why. why am i alive what kept my soul to keep going. is there something ahead of life that my soul wants or is there something right now that i need that i am not seeing. im scared to lose my freinds my famly and everyone around me. outside i pose as a calm cool and colucted person but inisde im a crying little boy im truly scared i want to go back to when i was about 3 when i didnt have worrys except if i get candy tomorow. now my worries is. what if today my freinds die? what if my dad dies? what will i do!.
im really really really really scared to be alive but im more scared to die. what if we die and thats it everything just stops no heaven no hell no nuthing. i like to cling on to the hope that our memory relaps everyevent that happens in our life and thats really what our soul is nuthing more then a tape recorder of our life.
im scared
I think god isnt good but evil and satan is the one that is good . god i just some sick basterd playing with our minds makin up these fake rules and spreading bad thigs about satan. mabay satan and god are in oppset places.
What if im god! why not i see everything in a good and bad way but im not peacefull nor angry. i try to be good but i becom mean as whell. i look at my self and i want to know why. why am i alive what kept my soul to keep going. is there something ahead of life that my soul wants or is there something right now that i need that i am not seeing. im scared to lose my freinds my famly and everyone around me. outside i pose as a calm cool and colucted person but inisde im a crying little boy im truly scared i want to go back to when i was about 3 when i didnt have worrys except if i get candy tomorow. now my worries is. what if today my freinds die? what if my dad dies? what will i do!.
im really really really really scared to be alive but im more scared to die. what if we die and thats it everything just stops no heaven no hell no nuthing. i like to cling on to the hope that our memory relaps everyevent that happens in our life and thats really what our soul is nuthing more then a tape recorder of our life.
im scared