Who am I

[The True Keyblader]

Who am I, this guy you see

Do you even know the real me

To you I'm strong, upbeat, funny, and usually positive

While inside I'm battling emotions that dont want to live

Look at the smile it says things are going just fine

But the eyes show a different story this time

They show my weakness, pain, and fears

They hold back a million tears

My eyes are windows into my soul

They keep secret stories untold

No one knows the feelings deep inside

So many tears are left uncried

Only I know the pain ripping at my heart

Deep inside it's tearing me apart

When all alone in my room at night

I close my eyes really tight

I remember a better life

Then reality cuts like a knife

It brings me back to where I am now

Things have all gone wrong somehow

Everyone tells me it'll get better soon

To those words I've become immune

Nothings gets better it only gets worse

Always following a different hearse

I've tried and tried to keep it in

But this time my emotions win

I'm not alright I'm not okay

The pain gets stronger everyday

There's nothing I can do to change the past

So once again I'll put on a mask

But remember even though I smiled

Deep inside I'm a scared lost child